con: to deceive over time
- nelly1508
- Apr 16, 2017
- 9 min read
ec choice we make steals fm our chldrnz futur
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post to abbot…
STEPPIN-BACK
god steps back.. to see what choice you make.. thats..why he gave you life..
to see if you want him..or your own way… to step forward..he has to step back..
its a dance…
example: eye wonder if jenifs sister will love me tonight
or go to the bar insted..
eye wil step back tonight and see what her choice is..
hmmm..
she had become a preacher of bars and is calling others to convert…
she is calling her sisteerr jenifer now..
hmm..
ey wonder what choice jenif will make...me...or….the usual..
does she love me?
lets fnd out…
give her a chance to show it..
eye disigned her with great plans in mind..
but now ey must step back..
to find out what really matters to her..
..me..or her own thing..
forget all the big plans eye had for her..
what eye want to know is..
does she love me.. does she love….me..
eye will step back and see what her choice will be tonight..
this is why eye gave her life..
to see what she wood do…
fite for me ...or destroy everything eye wanted for her..
…
when we ask jesu into our hearts to save us from our sins by his own blood..we have all the beautiful wie will ever have in gods sight..
you will never be more beautiful than that..
so now lets find the things that beautiful does
by inviting his gidance each day..
its a sacrifice of love..
cuz he keeps stepping back...to see what we will do..
he steps back to see what we will offer..
..sometime the fool offers too..
..the fool has said...there is no god..
the place in me designed for god..
eye give to somthing else.. which …
becomes my-god..
a god for fools.. church and favorite music becomes..
self-worship
peopel who do not want the creator or his purpose..
yet do not mind consuming his creation..
without even askn where it came from or why its here…
evolution (faith in magic )..
the belief that things just appear out of no-where..(millions of years)
..cars...computers... planets ..people.. …. poof!
they just came out of no-where
no maker...no creator..no fabricator..
just peel off the made-in-china stiker..
and you can say it just….made itself..
these beliefs fit perfectly the insane…
so god.. he steps back...do they love me?
the consequence of our choices is death… but
god gives us time.. time cuz he loves us..
its the only thing left he can give..
we reject gods love and plan for us…
so eventually..
as sure as one and one becomes a two… we also...find death..
cuz there is no life outside of god ..
..for god so loved the world
that he gave his only begotten son
that whosoeever beleifs on him
shood not perish but have everlasting life..
its a gift..not a reward..
but right-standing shood leed to right-steping.
to find all the things god wanted for you to inheirt..
find what beautifu duz…
…
it gives a choice...control vs freedom
freedom to choose wrong…
..
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yes concerts are satanic rituals..
the lower the frequency (fear) the better
god is not welcome…
a general agreement among all who attend
...is to make no mention of him..
you will not...unless your cursing
... most radio music you see people singin in their cars too
... is not praise to god..
but self-worship..man-worship..look-at-me-worship
this is...my----song… eye cant believe its on..
and all the immoral suggestions slide in
and beer-advertisements
(cuz thats what most music is these days)
slide into you
(in-flew-ence)
while they put enuff me-worship in
to keep your attention...i-want-that..
is all you can think…
yes ey see how..even..looking (worship)
watchin a show (you become the place for it)
of a guy dressed as a girl..
(slides into you as humor and much more)
and labeld as ‘entertainment’
so you swallow it..
but makes you participator
and location
of a satanic(against god and nature) ritual…
tho some call the occult pro-nature...its a front..
very little is said up front…
so all kinds of suggestions can pour in threw the back..
your subconcious picks up
all this information
and cannot tell good from evil…
real from image. …
thats not what that part of yor brain does..
so you cry and laff and
you do not know why
cuz that part of brain
does not know its not real …
and so.. (the child in you)
gets tramatized..
allowing information to be stored
in new broken areas of the mind
sealed off by trama..
and recalled by trigger words tones symbols..
(explaing why you say somthin to jenifer and she hears somthin completely differnt..her language is altered)
that part…
of the brain ..
also collects information rapidly
... without your concious mind even
seeing the images (fliker rate) … slow down the movie and you will be amazed at all the horrible images you teach yourself..
you shood offer protection insted!!!
to that brain(child in you) when it gives the warning
..im hit!!!!!!!!!
..im hurt..im laffing..im crying and
your not watchin what else is
flying into me…(in-flew-ence)...
please stop hurting me…
please.
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new message:
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message to abbot…
thots about
her lifestyle destroying her health
(google: is alchohol a drug..result: for the fearful..godless..wanting acceptance...they try drugs..)..
the reason why you get sick on the weekends:
..lifestyle..
your choice
of movie actions (now habits) has made you ..
the enemy..
:::
your health just a little child…
she was given to your parents first…
but now that you are older you are
somewhat responsible for it..(state property)
beating her
kicking her
then asking her (your health) to clean up the mess
when she has blood
coming out of her head from so many kicks is
...rude..
hurry up kid.. pick your broken little body off the floor and wipe the blood off your pretty dress…
you gota clean me up enuff
and make enuff health so eye
can get to work…
:::
::::weekend::::..
by day two the party-lifestyle is mostly over
and the child(your health) can begin to clean up..
(sickness is a sign of recover...its you childs way of screming...no! i want to live! i dont want jenifers lifestyle to kill me...im going to try to heal..if she didnt..there wood be no pain..only death)...
but she(the little one inside you)
can barely move her hands..
no healthy food is given her
...ever…
(what day this week did she get vitamin-c? to repair tissue...never…)
so she makes use of what little sugars
and nutrients(none) is actualy in the junk
jen calls food..
she…(your health)... begins to sweep up the
mess insider her body caused by
chemical damage to the brain and organs (alchol)..
and images that a child shood never be exposed to..
she manages to move
her little hands and shaking wobbly legs
across the blood stained floor…
looking for other things that..
need care..(your immune system decides what is you and what is not you ..then it attacks...cancer is when your body realizes you are the enemy and attacks itself..)
party-fun? has thotlessly heartlessly mindlessly broken..
everything...immorality diesease spiked drinks..
she(your health) sends a distress signal called pain…
hope-ing...
jenifer will listen and stop hurting her…
healing begins..
but jenfier feels the pain of it and smacks the child with blows to the face.. no!
if you are going to clean(heal)
do not send me distess signals (pain)..
so jenif smacks her one more time and drugs her…
the child to stops trying (headache pill)...
then jenif kicks the child one more time
in the stomack as hard as she can…(one more party)
and the work-week begins..
when jenifer wakes up she finds...oh!
the child dragging wrekage to one side…
this allows healing around the damaged area since the area of damage she found
cannot be fixed…
and this effort sends mor pain signals
jenifer strikes the child several times
on just one side of her head till she bleeds again...
then calls in sick for that work-day…
..
:::::day two::::
day two of work-week begins..
this morning the child is humming some kind of..
hope-song to herself
( hmm hmm hm ..that someone will come…
and rescue me….
.. someday)
she is scraping at a pool of blood on the floor in the dark…
when jenifer opens the door...
the kick to the stomach was ...
more than the child cood bare..
and the bruise wont heal…
(jenfier now has a condition)
her blood-clotted hair covers her
dirty face and she weeps as
she moves things around as best as
little hands can…
into some order as best as she can..
...the child is feeling dizzy so jenifer drugs her again and calls in sick for that work-day also… the child almost dies that night …
the child was poking around
very slowy a severly in-toxicated
area of jenifers body… repairing it..
...without the power to heal..
the mind can and cood remain...
under a drunk-state-permanently..
after a chemical attack.(diet)..
this meens jenifer wood
never feel pain again..(nerve damage)
and her speach wood remain slurred…(brain damage)
…
but health demands feeling..
and someone prayed for the child…
someone...
herd the child screaming…
at work jenif says ‘’ neal.. eye almost died...and you did not even know’’…(but he did know)...
…
jenifers lifestlye has stolen…
everything
her time…
her people…
who needed her…
are hurting
and will miss her ..
...this is what funerals are for…
(..to comfort the living..not the dead)..
.
lifestyle stole her body..
.her mind...but now
it wants more…
always more...
it wants her life..
::::
you see….
lifestyle...
was mor important to jenifer...
than life...
health...
or even friends..
(this is what friends noticed over time)
lifestyle was even more important than….god…
...
god was so…
displeased
why had he given jenifer the breath of life…??
and now he wanted to call the breath of life back..
he had…
he had…(whats left of them)
great plans for her…
but he had to step back…
he wanted to see... hmmmm
does jenifer wanted these plans…
specific artful designs for her..
that only she... cood fulfill.…
but she must want
his way…
more than…anything…
and wood she want him?
wood she?
…
stepping back only gives people
a chance to step away...
and do their own thing…
since your not in their face…
and that is what she did…
she did not wait..for me...
wont she even look at her hands and say…
hey..wait...he made me...whats he want?
probly not...
...
:::::::::::::the third word-day:::::::::
you see…
the third work-day came…and
the child had cleaned up just enuff
(and perhaps for the last time)
enuff to get her back to work…
was jenifr thankful?
nope.
did she say good-job!
you did great with what eye gave you.
nope.
just a stiker that says…
im-sorry..that….was.. unacceptable..
but…
a stiker??
did she actualy ‘change’...somthing
change... anything??…
change everything!...
:diet... friends.. environment..movies..music
anything..somthing...different...changed…
nope..
noe even
a new years resolution…?
nope..
nothing changed.
whuuu! ??
did you not say the child almost….died,,?
yes.. no...yes...no...yes..
well then…
if she changed…
nothing..
then…
that meens…
yes..
that meens…
everthing is the same…
same diet..
same friends..
same places..
same music that...
will...cause it all
to happen..
again…
what...can..eye..more say?
what...can..eye..more say???
one last fatal hard kick
shood do it this time..parrrr--taay!!
…
and guess what she said at work…
to her….’friends’...
...im sorry eye cood not be there…
...eye was…
...sick…
(but what you meen iss.
your lifestyle is sick…
and yor health was fiting it to save somthin..anything)
define sick: sick meens… your body is...hmm
trying to heal itself… from…
what?
you!
your behaviour…
your choices…
your environment...
if it happnes every weekend
..you... know…
who is doing what to who…
…
maybe you need ‘’metaphor-therapy’’…
telling you up-front whats wrong…
does-not help you change…
(that why eye do not argue with jenif..dead is dead)
your role-models…
what about them???
do the dress like prostitutes..
do they move their bodys like…
prostitutes…
do they use the same words
that are used on the street by…
prostitutes..
do you got all their lines memorized
like they are your bible…
amazing…
and they use back-door language on you
so you do not even notice you are
the hot spot for all their ideeeels (idols)
wow..you now carry their ideeels..
and birthing it into others around you..
cuz you glow with what they tot you.
..
if eye knew how to use back-door language
(suggetions hidden in the music) …
id fill you with somthing much better..
and id be doing good…and doing it
the same way they do it
it ...got in to you
(in-flew-ence)
see video
The Secret To Subconscious Mind Control #1 Richard Petrie Uploaded on Mar 27, 2010
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music and entertainment tv has poured in billions to master
getting your attention...and setting you up for family failure and addiction to things you were told you need…
now do the same back to them…
mastering deception for your health...not prostitutes..
cuz theres a ‘wore’ going on for your soul..
if you dont feel the pain (healing)
its cuz your dead owned by one side..
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end of note to abbot posted on:
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...your fooling yourself NEaL... she can not hear...hollywood video-music shots are fatal to the brain..
...step back...
...they are grabbing all the mental Land-scape with powerful attention-energy-harvestor-concerts..
..if she wakes up she will see everything to late...
..step back...
..do not follow...
..or you wILLgo down too...
...maker better relation-ships..
...the ones they want..
....will never be the one they need...
cuz their site (vision) is blocked..
focus on girls with problems that are not self-made...
self-centered self-worshiping music..
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